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misunderstood-x

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she was my best friend... my only friend
« on: May 16, 2012, 11:04:01 PM »
my best friend committed suicide 2 years ago. it feels like yesterday and i cant get her out of my mind. to her i was just one person, but to me she was my world. i have friends online etc but she was the only one i actually met up with.
i cant talk to anyone about her, as soon as i mention her name i burst into tears. it was 2 years last month. i go to bed thinking of her, i wake up thinking of her.
i still ring her phone just to hear her voice on the answering machine

Zaf

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Re: she was my best friend... my only friend
« Reply #1 on: May 17, 2012, 05:31:03 AM »
I 've lost two friends from suicide as well one that was brutally murdered with her elderly disabled mother and two from cancer.  You never forget them but the pain does ease very slowly

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Re: she was my best friend... my only friend
« Reply #2 on: May 17, 2012, 09:08:48 AM »
I lost my mother in law, she was one of the few people I could talk to. I miss here so much but as Zaf says the pain slowly goes.

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Re: she was my best friend... my only friend
« Reply #3 on: June 04, 2012, 11:30:21 AM »
the pain will ease i promise - you will never forget x