Trying My Best

[Sallas]

i was doing good, too good & Im trying my best to stay positive but its so hard when people knock me down. Its like two steps forward and 3 back. i dont have the energy to fight it, id love a day off work just to get my head together. My breathing is so bad, im that deep in thought in self loathing. I need a dark hole to hide in just for a day, just to get the mask back on, and then ill be fake fine again by Tuesday. But i cant i have to go to work. Gotta try keep postitive. Sorry just venting.

[Zaf]

no problem venting,  its good to get it out sometimes :)