Hello again

[Joycey]

Hi everyone,  I joined some time ago but haven't posted much as I have been so busy at work.  Ha, who am I kidding, I was feeling okayish and now I'm not!!

I feel like sh*t.   You know those cartoons where the anvil falls on the kyote, that's how I feel but I carry it around all the time.  My general health is pretty poor at the moment, which doesn't help and the pressures on me over the last few months have been huge.  I just want everything to go away.

My only saving grace is my family, if I could spend my life with only them and nobody else I would be okay.  I don't want to go to bed, I don't want to get up.  I cry most of the time and everyone at work looks at me because I look so bloody awful.  I feel like some kind of freak.

I have been here before but usually when I have been off my meds, at the moment my meds have been increased and I still feel so bad. 

Sorry to prattle on about this, I have nobody else to talk to.

[Michael Frankum]

Hi Joycey, you've got nothing to apologise for. The great thing about this site is that we ALL understand, and can sympathise. Even if things are good at the moment, we've all had times when things are crap. As you know, it's a safe place to let out how bad you're feeling. It's really horrible when you've been feeling good for a while, and then the clouds gather again. Have you been on the increased meds for long? Some times they take a while to kick into action. If you've had the increased dose for a while, it might be worth telling your GP. Anyway, welcome back. Take care of yourself. +-_

[Sweetpea]

Big  %^% as Michael has said you have no need to apologise, we do understand here, and are here for each other when needed.

Welcome back  +-_

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[Pip]

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[Zaf]

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