Hi
My name is Maire and im not really sure where to start !???!
i have been on Citalopram 3 times but never finished any of the courses. I find it very difficult to talk as it is, and every time i was on the tablets i felt so much worse (plus i havent found a doc i feel comfortable with) I now find it almost impossible to leave the house and be around people, even family! The main times i get out of the house are to walk the dogs, take my daughter to the school bus stop and pick her up, the corner shop and some times i even make it to ASDA but that can take several attempts before i make it past the doors lol.
I have palpitations all the time and panic attacks several times a day, i am often physically sick due to anxiety. I am ashamed to admit this but i spend most of my days in bed and then some times i cant even sleep and just cant sit still, it seems to be all or nothing. My family think i am lazy but love it when i am more lively, i try to do all the things i know i should do but i just cant seem to do it??? I hate how i am, i know i need help but i cant make myself go to the doctor!
Anyway i look forward to chatting to you all *()
