I joined today,Hello every one I am here because I realy have no one to talk to about my depression.
No one would listen anyway I have been to my GP and she has put me on Medication.
I find it hard to get to sleep at night and as soon as I wake up depending on my mood if I want to get up.
I am 45 and have Type 2 Diabetes had this 7 years now on insulin and tablets.I am 17 stone 6 at the moment and recently joined a slimming club Slimming World ! and I use my local pool and Gym,I have lost 5 pound so far in 2 weeks.
I feel a little better about myself and I am determained to fight my demons.
To be honest Ineed to see my GP again as I think I need some sort of councelling as I am feeling very down about personal things Family ETC!
I am a very good actress when in company smiles happy go lucky but inside I am a wreck,I wont show anyone how I am feeling on the whole I have a good family My daughter/son are great it's my mum she just don't want to know me at all and thats whats causing my being down.
I don't think she realises how much it hurts to not have time for me but has plenty time for my other siblins.
I have rang her asking if I can visit she is only 5 mins away by car,the last call 3 weeks ago I rang her saying I would like to call down ring me when and iv heard nothing since