I just want to put something positive up for once,it may just give some people hope at a bad time.I was diagnosed with depression 6 months ago,I have been at a point of sadness,confusion,feeling of worthlessness and at one point thought i was going mad.I still get my off days but somehow most times manage the day.I have been taking 40mg of cilitropram,I have not yet seen a councilor as still waiting but I would say the last few weeks I have felt better then I have felt for the last 6 months.I know there is still a long road ahead but I just wanted to let people know that how ever this illness is taking over your life dont ever give up,you are a person in this world and however insignificate you feel right now there are people that care.I have found that out through this forum and through people in my life who i never thought would offer any help.I have found some of my so called best friends have steered clear of me cos of my illness but guess what I dont care I only need to concentrate on people who matter.I will probably have to read this back to myself when or if I slip back,but just want to say a big THANKS to all on here,you have all been supportive and caring.Never give in!!!!!