What is the point? There is nothing I want why am I here?

[Zaf]

Now a realistic answer?

[JokerPodCast]

I would probably settle for suicide but failing that just bread and water and some type of shelter from the weather maybe a few shirts and then not doing anything until I become an old man and die.

[Michael Frankum]

Hi Joker. When I'm at my lowest, I'd probably settle for that. Preferring not to wake up at all. This site has helped me. And there are good things that happen to bring a little sunshine into my life, and it convinces me to carry on. Who am I kidding? I want comfort. I couldn't live like much of the world population does! What I think of as hell is probably something akin to an average day for many.

Please Joker try to hang on, and maybe the sunshine? Well I don't know. Thinking of you. Michael  +-_