spirally downwards

[mrmoody]

I am just going down and down. just want to be loved by someone and feel normal and relaxed. I just want to heal. just want some peace instead of this constant mental torture. didnt help that I drank yesterday, that has made me feel ill and has heightened my adrenaline and nerves. I just wish my family still loved me and that my ex would be reasonable and let me be a dad to my kids. This is the worst I have ever felt. Just want people to talk to(thanks Shaz, you do help)

[KateG]

Hey mrmoody, have you spoken to your solicitor again about access to your kids? Please don't give up fighting for them, they need you as much as you need them and I'm sure they still love you

[Sweetpea]

 &*( things will work out.  You have been through a traumatic time.  You need time to heal.

S x

[Got]

I also feel the same way mate (although I dont have the problem with the kids).

You certainly are entitled to be a father, legally you are entitled and she can't stop you.