I went for a job interview today in some grotty warehouse for minimum pay and it just made me think how low my life has gone down hill, this time last year I had a decent job decent pay, was engaged and with the girl i loved. Then november hits i'm made redundant, december my girlfriend cheats on me and we split up because she supposdly loves me but can't be with me but happy to be with this other guy. Its now nearly march i've had loads of job interviews and nothing, i'm stuck in my grandparents spare room i'm a mess my moneys slowly going down i've got an 8k load to repay i have hit the bottom of the barrel i tried overdosing when i split with my ex and it didn't work so I am now just contmeplating taking the rest of my money its not a great deal to be honest and flying to a country i really want to go to spending my money then just ending it all whether a train or just jumping off some it, i just can't carry on any more. I would try another OD but I mostly likely won't succeed can you OD on prozac?
