Depression Forums
Other Depression & Anxiety Related Illneses => Eating and Drinking Disorders => Topic started by: CharleysAngel' on July 01, 2012, 09:29:03 PM
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I'm scared its really happening. I have become extremely self conscious about how I look. I fit into size 8 cloths but everytime I look in the mirror I feel disgusting. I feel really fat and I can't deal with it. I feel I would do anything to get rid of the fat because I hate it some much. I hardly snack anymore and I miss meals more often than ever, sometimes I don't even realise I'm doing it. I can't go through with something else like this, I can't go through with CAMHS again :'(
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Oh icelolly you must talk to someone like your Dr about this before it gets to bad !+_ S x x x x
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But she will probably refer me to CAMHS again or write to the school or something. Then my parents will find out and I will have to go through everything again and I can't do that :'(
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I understand what you are saying. But you can't ignore this. You need help with it. S x x x x
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Agree with Shaz, you need to speak to someone about this. Xxx
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I agree too IceLolly %^% xxx
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Well maybe I will hint at the counsellor tomorrow. Its a bit on and off, I had three square meals today, I do feel bad though :(
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Its good that you had 3 meals today. Good idea to mention it to your counsellor tomorrow.
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I don't think you can put any misguided sense of shame before your health. I know it's easier said than done but don't be a martyr, it's overrated.
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I didn't get to mention it to the counsellor today. Didn't get much time because I was late. Maybe next week.
Didn't eat very well today again, no breakfast, a sausage roll at lunch and I small baguette thing for dinner, which I didn't finish.
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Sweetie, you really need to eat something proper or you will just feel even worse than you do now. You are gorgeous just as you are. Hope you can tell the counsellor soon.
Sending you lots of hugs %^% xxx
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You really do IceLolly, please tell your counsellor or doctor as soon as you can xxx
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Oh Icelolly this is all so hard for you. %^% %^% %^%
Please speak to someone about this xxx
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I don't want to tell anyone. They won't believe me for a start. I don't want to tell anyone and I don't want to eat :'(
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You really need to try to tell someone IceLolly xxx
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I agree with Zaf, can you phone and ask to speak to your doctor?
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I can't. I'm sorry :'(
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I understand it's really hard for you and frightening but I really feel that you need to try and find a way, how about writing it down. I really wish I could do more. %^% %^%
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Same here icelolly just wish we could help you more %^%. S x x x x
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I thought things were getting better but they arnt. I can't go back to the doctor and tell her that. I can't because CAMHS have closed my case and that's the end of it. I had my chance to sort this out and I blew it :'(
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You haven't blown it. No one is going to refuse you help when your health is at stake. I'm sure that your doctor would listen and help you %^% %^% %^%
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I am sure you Dr will help you regardless of CAHMS. You cannot leave this %^% x x
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There isn't anything she can do, she can't make me eat and she can't make me happy :'(
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%^% Icelolly, she can help, but you need to see her xx
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She can't Icelolly but what she can do is get you the help that you need. You can't fight something like this on your own you need support. %^% %^%
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But I never seem to get any. I just suffer. I would rather just starve to death to be honest :'(
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Oh Icelolly please don't say that we care about you greatly %^%. S x x x x
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I know that people here care, but no one else does. The only people who have ever helped me have only done so because its their job. :'(
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Well I guess things are a bit better than they were. I have had three meals most days but I'm still not wanting to eat.
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Well done IceLolly, you should be proud of yourself xx
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Second that Icelolly, well done.
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Thanks Shaz and Zaf xx