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Depression Related Forums => Depression Central => Topic started by: gemma554 on December 15, 2009, 05:27:03 PM
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im new at this so bear with me. even though i have been suffering depression since i was a child i have only this last year been put on medication. this last three weeks have been like hell for me. i cant consentrate on any thing and i feel like crying all the time. i dont know what to do any more and its affecting my relationship with my husband. :'(
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^&* ~ I have seen your other post but decided to respond to this one quickly as I'm going to bed soon. Will write more tomorrow.
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thank you i feel so alone right now.
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well i have not had a good day today, first i slept most of it away, then had a small spat about about tidying up with my love. and all in one go i have declared that christmas is cancelled and put away all of the crimbo stuff (tree and all). and when asked why? i could not give an answer... its only now abt an hour later i realise that i have not had any comunication with my 10 year old for two weeks, you see he prefers liveing with his grandmother than me and thats fine even though it hurts like hell. :'(
what am i doing? why the hell cant i talk to anyone? whenever i am given the opertunity i just clam up and pretend that there is nothing wrong.
anyway sorry for wasting anybodys time if you have read this!