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Depression Related Forums => Depression Central => Topic started by: lightenup on October 30, 2011, 12:44:25 AM
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Yeah I know i am supposed to be crazy ;D but seriously i am getting freaked out when I look at clocks around the house, microwave, oven, bedside etc the number seems always to show 11 11. I went to supermarket yesterday and got a voucher to be used by 11/11/11. Told my hubby but I think it flew over him. Now it has been happening so much it is really spooking me to the point I am dreading it. Didn't dare tell the Pychiatrist in case they locked me up ......
My dreams are all about forcing me out to work and it is all wrong (I would relish being able to do something as I worked extremly hard 10-14hr days, and always away from home) this is what eventually broke the camels back. I went out to dinner today, have drank about 2 bottles of wine which is wrong and on so optimum doses or mertazapine and sertraline tablets and zopliderm. as well as busperone. This is what I am on to function. Anyway agreed to go out to dinner with hubby tonight, the sickness I have had etc is unbelievable, paranoia that everyone is looking at me.
Will I ever gett there it is not looking like it another 6 weeks to Phychiatrist after 11/11/11/11..............
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it feels good to know im not the only one, my work vans milage will probably work out to be 111111 on the 11/11/11 its scareing the heck out of me, ive never believed in any of this sort of stuff before but now well i dunno
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I had to look it up to find out what meaning 11/11/11 had as I'd not heard anything about it, if the various end of the world prophercies are right we'd have had the end of the world years ago and there are more prophercies for next year so they cant all be right.....
Not trying to belittle your worries at all because I know that depression makes us have irrational fears and it cant be helped by the media telling us about possible doomsday dates (the one I worry about is next year)
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11.11.11 ....... buy a poppy!!! it could be that!!
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I have to agree with Zaf on this one.
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Danbob I bought my poppy, but won't go to the cenotaph, my brother was murdered 4th November 1993 it was so traumatic going to the ceremony. He always looked after me when I was a little girl, hopefully he is still doing that.