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Depression Related Forums => Depression Central => Topic started by: mrpineapple20 on March 10, 2013, 09:15:28 PM
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Hello. Does anybody else feel the way I feel because of suffering from depression ? I've been this way for too long. It's like I haven't progressed a single bit from 14 or 15 years (now I am 21).
I feel so slow and everything annoys me. I get annoyed when I have to talk to somebody, I think slowly and can't keep up with a conversation, my head is overfilled with stupid thoughts and I can't relax. Even simple tasks seems so hard for me. For example I must read simple text over and over again while I understand it.
Nothing is interesting for me. I am alone, I don't have friends and I stay at home thinking over and over again about embarrasing moments of my life or something negative. I feel guilty somehow. I even blush many times when I think about my guiltiness and how bad I am. I feel so worthless I don't do anything and time passes.
Everything is so complicated for me. I think of stupid things and sometimes I feel crazy. I am extremely lazy. Even when I use the laptop I only stare at the screen and it feels like I don't have motivation to do anything on the internet. It's been six years or so and I haven't found out about internet and computers anything more than youtube. I feel like not progressing at all.
The only thing which makes we happy is food. Everything annoys me. Especially I find it so hard to wake up in the morning. I used to even skip my work for waking up in the morning and feeling like complete mess.
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I think many here can relate to one or more of the things you mention.
Depression takes so much from us.
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