Depression Forums
General => Welcome our 'NEW MEMBERS'!! => Topic started by: RussJ on December 19, 2012, 02:13:29 AM
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Hi, hard to know where to start really. It's 2am and I'm struggling with what write. I'm Russ. Suffering with depression, anxiety, the odd suicidal thought every few hours. Wish it would all just go away. It's weird as when I tell people they go but you're always cracking jokes, they don't see behind this mask I wear, this soul torn in two hundred pieces below the surface. My worst moment was having some sort of blackout and waking up on the roof of a shopping centre with my legs hanging over the side. I don't remember going there. I don't drink or do drugs. Only meds, I'm prescribed. I was taken home by the police who sat with me for about 45 minutes just chatting, they even made me a cuppa, I'm such a terrible host. I should have made them one. To be fair I was frozen. I'd gone there in a pair of shorts, t-shirt and slippers, my messed up head didn't have the decency to dress me correctly. Anyway thought I'd say hi, I don't post a lot on forums, I'm hoping I may read something that resonates with me ans makes me realise it might be worth trying again
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Hello Russ and welcome to the forum +-_. We all understand depression here, its a lovely friendly, supportive place to be.
S x x x x
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Hi +-_
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Hi and welcome *() everyone here will help as much as they are able
Z xxx
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Hello Russ. Welcome to the site. I've been on here a week and have found it very beneficial. Lovely bunch of people willing to share experiences and help out. I hope things get better for you soon.
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Russ, the memory of that experience must be terrifying, but how nice of 'the old Bill' to be so understanding and supportive.
The Forum's a good place to come and share with like-minded folk. I hope you find it helpful
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Hi Russ, welcome to the forum, be assured you can say how you feel here and noone will think anything bad of you
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apologies for not welcoming you sooner, my names mat as you can probs tell.
welcome to the forum