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Depression Related Forums => Depression Central => Topic started by: Marie1991 on December 11, 2012, 08:52:29 PM
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Living in a house where both parents arent speaking to me and I really havent done anything wrong. I keep saying to myself- I wont let them do this to me again!! But it is so hard, I can't help but care, its making me feel so low. I don't know why they do this. Their the type that both some to me and rant about eachother- shes been so horrible to me! - I dont know why i married him. Its as if they bully me and are horrible to me because it stops them from arguing? and they have me to take their problems out on. I am so fed up of it. I wish I could tell them how I feel but they would laugh at me and tell me im lying. I dont understand then and none of my friends or partner get why they are like this. They tell me I'm doing really well to have put up with it but no I honestly want to give up. I can't find a way of helping myself. Since I have been 12 I have been emotionally abused and I'm only realising this now. My mum is loosing control over me and is now trying to find other ways to get at me like little comments not long ago she turned around to me and said im the type to get pregnant to get a house to which i replied with- shows how much you think of me... (I am not the type to do that at all) and she looked at me with a smirk and said- no, thats just your low self esteem. She makes me feel worthless. Its making me feel so ill, im not eating, i feel so low, i just want to be on my own, i want to go for a walk and keep on walking and just disappear. I don't know how to cope anymore.
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Hi Marie, im guessing from your user id your 21,
it is a shame when parents treat their kids this way, regardless of their age.
but it does indeed look like they pick on you to vent their anger at each other.
di you have friends you could stay with for a while?
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Hi Marie,
Have you found somewhere to move to yet? I know you had been looking. Hopefully you can remove yourself from the issues your parents seem to have xxx
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Is there friends or family you could stay with for a while?