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Depression Related Forums => Depression Central => Topic started by: Lozzie2012 on October 11, 2012, 07:55:38 AM
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Some of you may know I've been having a really hard time with coping and trying o make my relationship work but I can't.
Tomorrow is finally coming after months of me trying to work out if can leave and how. I'm going to start my new life being single.
Today thou I'm shaking loads, feeling sick, could easily burst out in tears but I'm trying to be strong. I'm totally scared of if it goes wrong tomoz and things but I've got to remember I'm doing it for myself and no one else. I'm looking forward to it being just me and my rabbits as they give me all the love I want and need at this moment in time in my life.
Gosh I could easily cry while just writing this :( xx
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I so feel for you. It must be so painful. I am goin 2 be in your situation soon one day,when i leave. I know my relationship is over and i hope we can stay friends,but i need 2 move my life on! I Will be moving on when i am more emotionally stable.
Like you said,you must remember the reason you are leaving and that you are doin it for yourself! I wish you all the love and luck in your new life as a singleton! If you want 2 chat feel free 2 message me x x x
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Thank you Hun, but scared now, and hope it all goes to plan tomoz guess only the time will tell xx
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I do so hope tomorrow goes well. S x x x x
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Thanks Shaz getting even more nervous now x
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%^% Will be thinking off you
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You Will be just fine. Hope 2morrow goes as well as it can for you. I can imagine it Will be really hard,upsetting and emotionally draining. But you have gotten this far in your quest for a better future you can do it! Will be thinkin of you x x
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It's never easy ending a relationship. I walked away from one today (well technically it was the 12th time!) Everytime I said "I can't do this" he'd say things would be better, but each time he'd go back to how he was. Always a different person on the phone in front of friends, when I travelled to see him we never got a moments peace because his friends would be calling constantly, and yet when he was with his friends he would tell me not to contact him.
I decided enough was enough and changed my number. There were too many other reasons, which I can't say here. I liked him but I realised his behaviour wasn't right.
You'll be fine, if you know deep down it's not right then it has to be done. I'll keep my fingers crossed it goes ok, and that it's not too hard for you.
Emma xx
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Aww Emma, thank you. Feels weird knowing tonight I will be somewhere else and everything will have worked out later and will start to find the old me. Been awake most of the night thinking things over and going round and round in my head what I'm going to say or do. I know once I've taken few bits out the kitchen that are mine when he gets in from work which is before me he will notice these things and prob start calling me. I know I must see him face to face to end it but not sure it will happen xx
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Good luck with today. Stay strong. You are so brave. *() Best wishes.