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Depression Related Forums => Depression Central => Topic started by: mamalou on July 19, 2012, 11:00:07 PM
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I am totally losing my mind. I am normally asleep by now. I haven't eaten. My mind is racing, I am shaking and I feel wild. I can't go on anymore like this. It's very scarey. Really really struggling. Feel poorly.
Sorry.
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Please don't be sorry Mamalou. Just wish I could make things right for you. Thinking of you %^%.
S x x x x
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Thinking of you Mamalou *()
Beet
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Hey! Not in a good place myself,but felt I needed 2 post. I know I find it comforting knowing there is someone else there!
Have you managed 2 eat,maybe a small snack would help you settle a little,maybe enough so you could try 2 sleep!
Try 2 look after yourself hun,we are here for you x x x
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Hey, awake too! U aren't alone! Sleep is over rated anyway!
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Hiya, I'm the same have to be up at 6 too! Big hugs x %^%
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Thinking of you %^%
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How are you now mamalou? xxx
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Hugs Mamalou, really feel for you xxx
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Decided I might stop therapy. *^* Am feeling vulnerable and don't like the policy of information sharing in my care team. I am utterly devastated as I think it's the one thing that may keep my alive. Really scared now. Got a bigger prescription than normal - really tempting to down the lot.
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Hi, mamalou. I know we haven't 'met' yet, but I'm here offering you a big %^%.
I hope you are doing okay - that you have managed to fall asleep.
If you still feel terrible when you wake up, I'd suggest locking the pills away and giving the key to a friend or family member until you next need a dose. It's what I do if I get really bad.
Hope to 'see' you soon! *()
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Stopping therapy doesnt sound a good idea, can you talk to your care team about your fears?
Z xx
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Mamalou I so feel for you. These feelings are truely awful. S x x x x
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I don't think its a good idea to stop therapy mamalou. I understand why you sometimes feel you want to though, I don't tell my counsellor a lot of stuff in fear that it could possibly be passed on. Hugs for you xx
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Thank you for your replies. I do so appreciate the time it takes and the emotion to share. Thank you, thank you.
I was so pro therapy, but I begged my therapist not to share information yesterday. I feel she has misinterpretted what I said, but she says it is because of my growing up years experiences, that I do not have balanced view. I cried and cried and begged her to keep the information to herself, but she said that I am vulnerable and she is concerned. AAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggggggg I am in absolute agony and complete distress. I cannot go on with this life anymore. I just don't have the resources to keep myself "safe" in a mental way.
My body hurts and my head aches and I am just plain frightened. I want out now.
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%^% %^% Mamalou just wish I had the words to help you. S x x x x
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I do too %^% xxx
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Just having someone to listen is the best gift that there is. Thank you.
I'm so tired of trying to work it out.