Depression Forums
General => The Lounge => Topic started by: chelsey-lou on June 08, 2012, 12:32:02 PM
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have no idea what has triggered it but have woken up in a really down mood and have no concentration what so ever the programmes that I normally watch when have a few hours before work have no interest to me whatsoever today, and when i do find myself watching it i find my eyes cant focus and tend to wonder to different things.
I feel so down that the littles things make me cry, I can't even talk to my other half as I'm scared I'll snap at him, even tho he understands what im kinda going thru as his mother is also depressed.
I sometimes wonder if I will ever become the person I was 5 years ago, I find it so hard to talk to people even my closest friends. My family have no idea what I'm going through as I cant find the strength to tell them, bad as it sounds. Im scared that they wont understand why I'm like this, I even find it hard to talk to my counseller about things.
Depression is such a horrible illness to cope with and people dont know what you go through day to day :(
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Apart from being abe to talk to my counsellor I could have written your post. Its a horrible illness and it seems a constant struggle but things do get better
Z xx
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So feel for you, I have been there too &*(.
S x x x x
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I'm with you. Sending lots of love ^&^
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Depression is a very lonely illness.