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Depression Related Forums => Depression Central => Topic started by: Micky on May 11, 2012, 05:58:59 PM

Title: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Micky on May 11, 2012, 05:58:59 PM
I hate the weekends, unless I visit a friend which means I can usually keep my mind off my troubles. If I could I'd just go to sleep now and wake up Monday morning I'd be happy.
Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Zaf on May 11, 2012, 06:07:02 PM
Do you not have anything you can do over the weekends to help?
Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Micky on May 11, 2012, 06:14:18 PM
Loads of stuff but it doesn't help. I know I have an empty house to go home to. Most of my friends live in different parts of the country and besides when I get like this I push them away. I've closed my Facebook account temporarily and another forum I frequent, I haven't visisted since the beginning of the year.
Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Zaf on May 11, 2012, 06:21:04 PM
Thats one of the horrible things about depression, sometimes I want people around me and sometimes I want to be alone but people that havent suffered depression dont understand that
Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Micky on May 11, 2012, 06:23:02 PM
Funnily enough most of my close friends have which makes me feel guilty, especially as they've gone through much worse things than me.

But then again they're mostly in or have been in loving relationships so can't grasp my feelings about this.

Sometimes I feel so stupid for being like this.
Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Zaf on May 11, 2012, 06:33:24 PM
I dont think its stupid, most people want to le and be loved
Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Micky on May 11, 2012, 06:36:22 PM
Yes but to feel this intense about it??  :-\

Just thinking about it starts me getting upset and I have to block it out, (which I am getting better at).
Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Sweetpea on May 11, 2012, 06:41:50 PM
 &*( for you Micky.  Weekends are hard when you are on your own, let alone when you suffer with depression too.

S x x x
Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: Micky on May 11, 2012, 06:44:05 PM
Thank you Shaz!   :)

Title: Re: Weekend starting and once again I can feel myself getting more edgy and upset.
Post by: mrmoody on May 11, 2012, 09:42:01 PM
I know exactly how you feel. I have written something similar on this forum. I wish I could sleep through weekends too. I keep busy during the week but weekends I go into a worse depression unless I get to see friends. My friends are scattered all over UK and one in Italy.