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Title: just sick of it all
Post by: mrmoody on April 29, 2012, 10:35:53 AM

sick of pain,sick of rejection, sick of hurting,sick of being alone, sick of depression, sick of weekends. and sick of this bloody weather. suicide seems the best way out as its never gonna get better. and mitrazapine has done nothing for me in 3 months of taking it

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: Zaf on April 29, 2012, 11:55:45 AM

I hope the doctor will be able to help tomorrow

Z xx

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: mrmoody on April 29, 2012, 12:13:31 PM

me too Zaf. the good news is my mental health nurse from Birmingham has written up some notes and is going to fax the docs and phone them for me tomorrow. She is going to suggest I see a cpn or mental health team here. She has my phone number still and text me today so that is very helpful of her

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: Zaf on April 29, 2012, 12:25:13 PM

Yes, that is definitely very helpful, it should be usefulfor the doctor to have the notes

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: mrmoody on April 29, 2012, 12:41:40 PM

thanks for being my friend

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: KateG on April 29, 2012, 12:47:39 PM

That's really good of your mental health nurse. I don't think mirtazapine is working for me either, my GP said as much last time I saw him, they only wanting me to keep taking it so I don't have to take sleeping pills instead &*(

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: Zaf on April 29, 2012, 12:56:50 PM

Quote from: mrmoody on April 29, 2012, 12:41:40 PM

thanks for being my friend

&*(

Z xx

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: mrmoody on April 29, 2012, 01:43:06 PM

all its good for Kate is helping me to sleep and thats it

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: CharleysAngel' on April 29, 2012, 02:15:13 PM

I really hope your doctor can help you tomorrow xx

Hugs and I'm thinking of you xx

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: Sweetpea on April 29, 2012, 04:43:28 PM

Thats good that your mental health nurse is being so pro active.  I have said before I think it would benefit you to be referred to the Local Health Team.  GP's are obviously not as clued up as the MHT.

Do hope you get some help tomorrow.

S x x x

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: mrmoody on April 29, 2012, 05:14:09 PM

yeah me too! just got to get through this bastard of a day first! I hate my f***ing life I really do

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: mamalou on April 29, 2012, 05:18:24 PM

Know how you feel. Hang in there. Take it moment by moment and try to look after yourself - even just a little bit.  $%^

Title: Re: just sick of it all
Post by: mrmoody on April 29, 2012, 06:05:52 PM

there is a part of me that loves me. I dont mean in the vain sense. I mean I care about myself and my wellbeing. I want to live I am just finding everyday painful beyond any pain I have ever experienced before. I lost my partner and children and she is with someone new playing happy families now. every day I wake up I miss my children