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Title: volcano inside
Post by: lost rolex on December 09, 2011, 04:07:22 AM
just had my \meds feel like a volcano inside god i hate the &$%+r of of everthing no mad just little things that are really bugging me



feel bad today what day is it


LR
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: doublep on December 09, 2011, 09:16:48 AM
What meds are you on? How long you been on them??

I get enraged over the slightest of things recently too.. can't feel any other emotion other than anger.. hate it.
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Munchroom on December 09, 2011, 09:38:39 AM
I've never been an angry person, but recently I've found myself getting so worked up over the slightest of things... I don't tend to vent very well though, its all internal with me  :-\
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Zaf on December 09, 2011, 09:47:21 AM
I get spells of anger when I'm depressed too,  I think its one of the common symptoms :(
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Holykimura on December 09, 2011, 11:35:30 AM
Im glad im not the only one who gets angry too! It is a common symptom with depression though. I feel with me its more frustration rather than anger, and then frustration leads to feeling angry about how i feel.
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Glen53 on December 09, 2011, 06:49:36 PM
I get angry sometimes.... mostly with myself though.

Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: lost rolex on December 10, 2011, 06:14:10 AM
i get angry with myself, i don't self harm but i bring misery with me, and to everyone around me, i am not a ******* court jester at the best of times but i can turn any situation in to a downward spiral at the moment.


I used to be so full of life and carefree always laughing and joking, now a smile is harder than ever.


trying to keep tabs on what i have wriiten a bit like a log,


LR
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Glen53 on December 10, 2011, 07:19:41 PM
Best way to do that is to start a journal  ;)

http://depressionforums.co.uk/dpf/index.php?board=23.0
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: lbruk on December 19, 2011, 01:50:45 PM
ive had bouts of serious anger, at simple little things, im not an angry person but this did come from sonewhere, not sure where.
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: snorlax on December 22, 2011, 11:26:31 AM
I used to be so full of life and carefree always laughing and joking, now a smile is harder than ever

I feel you mate
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Lol on December 22, 2011, 12:58:04 PM
I used to be so full of life and carefree always laughing and joking, now a smile is harder than ever

I feel you mate

Me too!!
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Glen53 on December 22, 2011, 07:50:01 PM
You may find it tough to raise a smile for yourself Lol, but you have raised many for others on this forum since i have been here. I just wish i could return the favour for you.
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Lol on December 22, 2011, 08:21:55 PM
Thank you Glen I didn't realise I had been raising smiles! That's nice to know! People on here make me smile almost every day  :) Dont' know what I'd do without you guys  &*(
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Glen53 on December 22, 2011, 09:17:47 PM
Its hard not to lift the corners of the mouth when reading such caring support from people you have never met. Its the strongest of the human abilities which is underused in this world - sticking together to help each other through tough times.
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: chilliconcarnage on December 24, 2011, 09:13:00 PM
I get REALLY irritated and sometimes just want peace and quiet. My two kids dont allow that though so sometimes its difficult. I can get easily short tempered and tell them off over the slightest things, which makes me feel like crap. My son also has ADHD so to say he is a handfull is an understatement. I can sit in a chair and just have this horrible knot of anger and irritability inside me whereby i just feel I could cry, or loose the plot and walk out, or just go upstairs to bed to get away from everyone. Its one of the most difficult parts of my depression, it really is :( Hate it. "£"
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: Lol on December 25, 2011, 01:54:03 PM
That's very difficult. I have sometimes felt like this around people. I go outside, I don't smoke, but it is the sort of escape I can see smokers 'legitimately' get sometimes! and just stand in the quiet and peace for a while and feel those 5 minutes for myself. then when I gi back in I feel inwardly content somehow and kind of like I've shared a secret with myself. Snuck out and had some me time, and when I some back into the din, no one knows that I have just snatched some peace. (for good manners, if this works, remember to offer it to your other half as well!!)
Title: Re: volcano inside
Post by: lost rolex on December 27, 2011, 07:40:21 PM
I get REALLY irritated and sometimes just want peace and quiet. My two kids dont allow that though so sometimes its difficult. I can get easily short tempered and tell them off over the slightest things, which makes me feel like crap. My son also has ADHD so to say he is a handfull is an understatement. I can sit in a chair and just have this horrible knot of anger and irritability inside me whereby i just feel I could cry, or loose the plot and walk out, or just go upstairs to bed to get away from everyone. Its one of the most difficult parts of my depression, it really is :( Hate it. "£"



it's good to blow a fuse at kids they don't know they are winding us up, short little ones do the trick as long drawn out ones don't have any effect  ;D i go outside for a smoke so i get away from them, my 11 year old argues with her 6 year old brother to the point of twisting things to confuse him now i do explode at that as that is mental torture and i had to put up with that at work and that's a defiant no n o in our house.


Kids do generally argue about the silliest things to us, but never the less important to them.

LR