Thank you for your support. Iv taken another day off of everything to rest up. I feel better but listless. Need to tidy up as the house is a mess but i just cant face it, yet the mess is causing me stress.
Im meant to be going shopping today as we need a new laundry basket, but i dont think i can leave the house today. Want to hide from the world for awhile.
Boyfriend is now talking to me, after a talk. But it just boiled down to the fact that he needs to look after himself before hel support me and he cant do that when im so negative.... So of course things seems unlikely to be settled. This especially as i hide it from him, so the negativity i have shown is minimal to what im actually feeling. Hes now distant, and offish. Not sure what i can do really, which makes me feel illogically responsible.
But how things have been the last few days, im in better place today. Still tired but not as bad. Im making xmas gifts to keep me busy and focused, I dont usually have the patience for cross stitch but i seem to be doing ok with this one.
I hope everyone feels better soon xxxx ^&^