Hi Isserley,
Really hoping your ok, as many have already said, there are plenty of friendly people on here that understand and to give encouraging thoughts and advice to help you though, I'm glad I join this site and expressed the way I was feeling, it was also encouraging that you offered to be a friend to me to visit some museums, I'll understand if you find it's going to be difficult to make that step, making small steps myself and I know how it takes it out of me at times, especially when I was someone who visited London millions of times, travelled around on my own a lot during the 90's and loved life and doing things, seems when it all went wrong I crashed and found myself struggling to recover from this, I want to go in to London, but it still seems a big step for me at the moment, I will do it, I know I will, if it helps to know I'll be your friend and help you too then that's what I'll be,
Thankfully I had a doctor that understood and was prepared to help me and was part of climbing the steps to some sort of recovery, have to changed to another doctor? I hope the counselling worked, and as I said, I'm happy to be your friend and ready to listen if you need me,
Take care Isserley,