Hi all,
I was an alcoholic but with no physical symptoms.It was a problem with the brain,I am sheer sensititive and very sharp minded 20 years back.I have done so many creative works in my life.Now I have broken with my family one year before and living in abroad alone.
I am now living sober for about two months and managing the life without alcohol craving.I a worried about the damage caused by alcohol in my brain.Now I have no concentration power and slow memory.I hardly catch up the words saying by others at a time.My mind always roaming and get back to past and feel regret.So 50 % mind is always thinking what to do and not and only 50% mind is devoted to the current tasks.
I have lost a couple of jobs due to lack of concentration and communication problems.I hardly catch up the things as my mind has already occupied to the nonsense ,past things.
If I lose my current job I would be jobless,family less, property and friend less so there is more chances to come down to the street.
I hae managed my alcohol problem because I lost my family so it could be easier to correct my brain being a sober person.But you know mind damn not working...
Any idea to examine my brain level or % of my brain damaged by alcohol ,is it recoverable or not ? I need a measurement so if anyone has any experience or advice please help me...
Dixon
