Not sure how to put this but I will have a go.
Over a year ago me and my ex partner had a brief split where she moved to her parents and then was housed in that area. We decided to make things work seeing as we had a two month old child, so I left my job and relocated. Six months down the line I couldn't find work and became very stressed and it put a strain on our relationship which ended six months ago. Due to the break up I became homeless for a week or so living in a tent which mentally destroyed me and then was put up by my mother.
I am on Jobseekers at the moment and spend all of it on being able to pick up my daughter every weekend and provide for her so money is tight I am also applying for every job I can and getting nowhere, trying to get a place sorted but getting nowhere on top of this I still love and miss my ex partner and I find myself crying more than several times a day and always thinking about suicide. The only thing that has been stopping me from commiting suicide is the the thought of my daughter, I try and fight the feelings of being down and try to stay positive but in no time I'm a crying snivelling wreck. I did have hopes of joining the Police in later life but i'm not sure wether to forget it and go to the Doctors because I'm not sure I can cope any longer.
