you know your ill when....

[cornish]

the receptionists and i mean 4 different ones now know me by name and give me my regular appointments at the same time twice a week

one of the chemist knows me by name.

when you weekly amount of meds is 100 (well 98 but close enough as it was 105 before the dosage increase)

you can hear geese when your in a freezer

you think its a good idea to carve the word NO into your hand to stop your self from self harming

your paranoid about food poisoning to the point where you only eat skittles for 3 days

[xwardx]

you get stressed out beyond belief while trying to decorate the christmas tree (normal people do not seem to have this issue!)

[Munchroom]

You starve yourself because you are terrified of putting on any weight - even though you are tiny

You get exhausted by getting dressed

You see your doctor so often its more like having a chat with a mate

Everyone that works in the surgery knows you by name

[Laura]

You stuff your face cos there's nothing else to do

Sleeping is the only thing that feels good

You no longer have the words to explain to anyone how you feel



Ps xward x - I'm allergic to xmas trees I buy the plastic ones with lights already built in

[doublep]

When you push everybody that cares, away from you

When you can't face the day ahead

When your bored, you start to carve bits out of your arm

When the simplest of things make you explode into a ball of rage

[Zaf]

you cry when someone is kind to you

[cornish]

When you build a cardboard box fort around you work bench to feel warm and safe.    Try explaining that to the blokes at work


When you think it's a good idea to put a stone in your shoe

[Zaf]

you panic when you think about going outdoors or someone opens the curtains

[cornish]

you panic when you think about going outdoors or someone opens the curtains

I haven't been able to open the curtains in my bedroom for over a year now,  I feel like something is behind them and I can't release it

[Zaf]

&*(

I simply couldnt bear to look outside, everything out there terrified me

[Got]

...you vote for the BNP

[xwardx]

@ Laura...it is plastic hahaha

[smirfy21]

when you find yourself on the bathroom floor the next morning after having cried yourself to sleep, when you realise you have just spent nearly an hour watching the spin cycle of the washing machine, when you get to the till of a supermarket and realise you have nothing in your basket, when you find yourself somewhere with no idea how you got there or why you were there in the first place, when its painful to physically get out of bed in the morning, when you find yourself cleaning the kitchen at two O'clock in the morning in floods of tears for no reason other than feeling down. that is when you know you are ill.

[lou]

i would agree with all of the above except the stone in the shoe lol perhaps i should try it!x :)

[cornish]

i would agree with all of the above except the stone in the shoe lol perhaps i should try it!x :)

i really "needed"  something to distract me and a stone is bloody annoying and painful so it was SI as well