Hi Craig
Yeah it all is really stupid at the JC. Its the economy that dictates to a greater or lesser degree whether we can get a job or not. It's easy for someone on the other side of the desk to say "Apply for 6 jobs a week". One week there maybe stuff to apply for, and the next week , or indeed month.. you can't find anything worthwhile to apply for.
It's the economy and how capitalism works. If everything is rosey financially and the economy is booming there tends to be low unemployment! but they don't seem to care.
If you can live on the NMW fine. But it's not realistic for a lot of people when you consider travelling to work , the cost of living generally, fuel costs etc etc
You tend to hide how you really feel and 'put on a brave face' to camouflage the fact that this is going on. You have to be positive , confident, have questions and answers prepared mentally in your head and so on in the interview situation. Hard at times that is, I have to say. There are a lot of reasons why I feel like I do. It would probably cover a few pages if I elaborated fully. I am a qualified PC technician but surprise surprise.... there arent 100s of jobs i can apply for . Big shock
There are times i feel so enraged, then tired, then sad, and emotionally lost to this cruel world we have to live in. The moods come and they go , it's a cycle we find ourselves enveloped in. To me, if you have never suffered depression/anxiety you have absolutely no idea. That is my opinion and unlikely to change anytime soon.
Confidence does indeed get damaged, I have met my fair share of unpleasant individuals that do their best to undermine your self-worth, probably because they are worthless themselves and are just tryint to stroke their fragile egos. In fact my brother is one of the very worst for it, but to him its all a joke.. He has no idea.
It's hard work explaining how i feel or have felt... its hard to comprehend to the uninitiated.