Hi There... I'm New

[Scarlet]

Hiya, Just a quick intro and question. 
So this is my first step to getting help, I don't have the guts to actually go anywhere.
I've only told one of my friends how I'm feeling because he's been through it himself.
I'm 19 and have been dealing with this since I was 15, Im in University and struggling to even attend and I recently left my job.
There's a lot more but Im guessing you know whats its like. But the last 2 weeks or so have been even worse than ever. Just when you feel like you can't get any worse, you know?

I was hoping someone could tell me how they got help? I really don't know what to do.
Thank you