I have recently been feeling very low, this is the first time I have felt like this is in 40 years and there is no significant trigger. Everything from work to home is fine I have spent some time thinking about the past and this is what has driven me to feel low but even this is not terrible. Last week I was really low crying all the time and felt like I was going mad, why couldn’t I think like I did the week before? I was already having some counselling for anxiety so in desperation I went to my GP. He has given me Citalopran, having never had any medication like this I am concerned about the side effects and if I really even need it. I am on 20mg a day it does make me a little nauseas but not too bad I am on day 5 today and from yesterday I have felt nothing not happy or low. This may be better than I was but whilst I was low I still had lots of affection for people that seems to have gone now could this be the medication or just me getting better. I am concerned about the reduced sex drive that I have read about I am feeling like that but is that possible after just 5 days of the AD? Up until I started taking it sex was definitely not an issue.
I know that all probably sounds quite confusing a bit like I feel, I am sure taking it is making me more anxious. The GP said it was fully safe but all I read about are side effects and withdrawal symptoms. I am tempted to stop taking it for a few days and see how I feel?